Friday, April 28, 2006

Todae is like a very weird and bad dae for mii... alot of stuff happened todae... and i dunoe wad to feel.. happi? enthu? excited? sad? angry? I can't believe its actually possible to have so many emotions in a dae... and its not even a dae yet, its only been 11 hrs since i woke up this morning...

First period todae, SCIENCE... e 'SPA' program pple came and we were left to choose our own grps, sum how enghong ended up i mii grp which consist of mii, jemaine, jocelyn and shaf... Den dunoe wad happened, suddenly shaf accompanied enghong to e staff rm... Turns up dat she was shivering and unwell... So shaf accompanied her here and dere.... run here... run dere....

Then second period, PE, e rest of e klass hu had not ran 2.4 were gona run wif 2GY... But den 2GY already started so dey were like 4, 5 rows b4 us...
Ok, start running and joyce was like helping shaf record... Then a very cool thingy was dat DENYSE actually out ran e GYians and she broke e school record of 10min 50+ sec... she got like 10min 40sec or smth lidat! So cool rite? Then came e bad part, shaf, after running up and down, left and right, with enghong, she did not have much energy left... haiz... She was like half crying and running ... Its really very sad, i was like gona cry lidat lorhh.. Its really heartwarming cuz alot of e gals went to run wif her too... U noe, running 2km or 2.4km really brings out our klass bond and spirit.... Then we finally finished it wif mins to spare! She passed!!!
But she was like having breathing difficulties lidat... So she half hyperventilated... Azidah too... And last wk, kellie too... Then mrs de was like saying "2se, got alota hyperventilations and emotion breakdowns..."

Cs came and went...
Resess came and went....

Then came math at 11.10, we were supposed to go for phototaking at 11.30, so mrs chia was very nice, she came at exactly 11.10 to discuss our CA1 math marks, and wanting to let us go change at 11.20. BUT... Mii, joyce and shaf had already finished changing and were like going back to klass... Den we saw her at e board writing e CA1 percentage and stuff... l8r, jemaine saw dat we already changed, she went wif sibyl to e toilet too... Then alota pple, seeing dat most of us had changed, and dat mrs chia was not starting lessons, went out of e back door to change too... So Mrs chia got mad cuz they were like disrespectful as they dared to sneak out by e back door to changed when she was alr in klass... So she went to e toilet to call e gals back...
She came back in and scolded us... Den, she got so furios dat she actually took ur stuff and stormed outa e door to e staffrm... All of us were like so shocked.

E gals hu had went out by e back door, went to e staffrm to call her to apologise but a t'cher said dat she was not in. ( they suspected e 't'cher' was actually mrs chia herself as it sounded like her voice) Then e rest of us went to change and went for phototaking. Mrs jiang was notified of our behavior. And boy was she mad. Shaf tried to explained but, mrs jiang was like dun listen lidat. I must say, todae was a really bad dae for shaf, cuz being e only prefect, she has to shoulder all e burden, if we did nething wrong, e shaf will get scolded... its like so totally unfair...

After dat mrs jiang told e gals to call mrs chia again to apologise and see if she wans to come back to teach cuz still got like 10mins.... Luckily she came back... whew...

Last period, Chinese came and went...

After sch, mii, kj and fj went home together and we were like discussing bout e 6p gatheringgs... Mii and fj have like lotsa ideas for e activity gathering...

Then, just now i was toking to jm and ys of they were going to gathering... jm said no, but din tell me reason and ys said dat if jm dun go she also wun go lest she gets like left out... but im also not really dat close wif 6pers mahh, i wld also get left out too... but even i am very enthu and wans to plan e activity gathering.... so y r they lidat? ahhh... can't believe lorhh... me being so enthu and all dat but mii frens like so un enthu.... y??

E onli one gd thingy dat happened to mii was my mortal azidah giving me e HUGE bar of choc as todae is revealing dae... BUT where e hell is my angel? i tink she really dislike me alot, she din like even give me nething, not even a letter... and since todae is revealing dae, she shld tell me hu she is rite? But she din... I tink she really dislike mii alot...


maybe one dae i wld like have this HUGE emotion breakdown whereby i will like start crying non-stop for like 30mins? 1hr? i really canot take it nemore, why does so many bad stuff happen to mii... tis not only wad happened todae, but wad happened this month.... I hate it lots... y act out a brave and cheerful front when deep inside mii im like realy breakingdown and really torn.... i dunoe... i just feel really depressed and like torn...

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